LYRICS : Ashes Everywhere

I'll be silent in my solitude 

Can't find my smile or my gratitude 

I'm afraid of what I might do 

Cause there's no me 

If there's no me and you 

I wish that I could open up your eyes 

To feel the sun that burned in your mind

I can't deal with what you have done 

Reincarnate I wonder who I might become 

With the potential of a loaded gun 

I could be as fresh as hard bubble gum 

I don't have nothing, now I want me some 

First some of you, then some of everyone 

Oh darling since you've been away from me 

I know how the pins feel in the bowling alley 

They say love is something you feel but never see 

When I see you I firmly disagree 

I'm just trying to be all that I can be 

Without destroying you now

Or joining the army 

Your ashes must be blowing everywhere

Cause I could still feel you and you're nowhere near 

And though you didn't say so I can tell that you still care 

We could've had it all but then nothing is fair 

I still think about washing your hair 

I wish I could've washed away all of your despair